I know it is because there are many ideas I afraid to admit. But I know that sometimes I may be cruel to yourself, that tear I put on for their protective layer, the courage to face the reality I faced. Only in this way I can to those who recently tangled in his heart behind all things; the only way my heart can be relieved, to find my inner desire to be calm and indifferent.
Do not want to say that he is weak, but why I can not always express their true inner feelings? Do not want to say that they are failures, its sometimes really very weak, perhaps personality dictates, sentimental or as a game of life Ye Hao, lonely emptiness Ye Hao, passionately Ye Hao, and his generous attempts Ye Hao, day appears to be very busy busy but nothing to do ... ... maybe this is my situation I faced.
The world is the most difficult emotion, some people say the world is not just relations between men and women friends, the relationship between men and women on the ice as on the stove, not the last fire is too hot evaporated ice is melting the ice out of the fire , want to maintain the status quo is impossible. Others said the roots of the blue, but Yen is a beautiful affair feathers, is a gorgeous gushing fig leaf. Sincere sincerely appreciate each other's happiness, perhaps because a dim view of the human society, the human mind, and I do not want to love the storm, even more afraid of the outcome because of love into hate. In life if you have a mind like a friend, hand in hand with a sincere heart in life, I would like to be brilliant, like the flower of life, life. We feel good with each other, did not let each other down, our emotions seems deeper, and your friends and acquaintances and friends you do make life more exciting. Make life more dynamic. My world you had been there, I have stopped your heart. No commitment, there is only the passion of each other's happiness, passion for each other in their physical, mental and spiritual pleasure like. Since then, the hearts were more concerned about a light, gently say blessing, really Daosheng treasure. Each other's skies more short but brilliant article Choi Ha, warm, but timeless picture, which may also encounter the roots of the ultimate blue-Yen classic bar.
"No non-indifferent to Ming-chih, a silent and to non-Zhi Yuan." I think I will be a layman, although I do not want to admit, but this is my reality.
My heart is always filled with a variety of desires. Although I understand that the pursuit of more, and finally I will get nothing. I am also a "thinking of giant doers." Perhaps I always a bit overestimating their abilities, heart will continue to emerge a variety of ideas and plans, but some time later, a look at or before their own, without any progress. I write to you I was aware of the fierce, the problem is not my overestimate their own ability, but I do not think for themselves to make any real action. All day weaving a living in their own virtual reality, I have no reason not to weave the fantasy, but more importantly, whom I'm going to put it into reality.
I think I am hypocritical. I have always been played with a mask to hide his emotions. I put all the minds have accumulated in their hearts, then quietly put it to write them send in only one or two friends know about the blog. I really want to live a transparent, but I do know that I did not do so free and easy. I have too many things to think twice, but the result is itself never get out alive, tired heart. I am always in front of people say he is an optimistic person. Well, maybe only I know this is what I put up a way to protect themselves only. My mind of their own ideals, but I will not mention to others. Why? Because I was afraid of ridicule of others, although I think from the heart because of my ideals that people laugh at me even more miserable.
"There is no Bodhi tree, nor stand mirror. Did not, where can the dust stained." Naturally, I do not savvy Master Hui Neng, but now I find myself wanting to have their own beliefs. My heart has accumulated too much dust, I need to use a powerful force to bring the dust cleared, I have a thing to restore his heart in this. Maybe then, I was able to do it lightly in the face of challenges from all sides, but to keep in their assessment of the human world in the minds of that piece of pure land next.
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