2010年11月13日星期六

Seven said my brother(十)

The second thing. Eighty-year-old mother after the result of long-term blind eye, eyes dark, most of life can not take care of themselves. Remove Erniu Huanyi for her bath, the seventh of the usual action by the arm, or move a place, or to the outdoor sun. After the mind becomes nagging old people constantly, or curse or complain, like a lonely irritable old frog. Laoqi are calm, or a joke or sing sentence Tone sound funny mother happy. Called the mother to eat every meal at the table, the table meals let the mother fish to catch the prey with the fingers, never hold anything against sub-let his mother alone a meal. Seven said do not mind, Erniu do not mind, do not despise their children. Outsiders saw that this is a rare earth filial respect for the elderly real life.
Seven said the famous, so that once the fear of the elderly had a happy old age. Seven said the actual action and sincere filial piety, washed once spilled a lot of dirty water in his body. Now two old graves covered with grass. When the seventh of an annual festival with their children to Shangfen grave, graves of white streamers flowing with the mourning, the two old people are some kind of know, the seventh of silkworm V is still an old house in that, still his incense Tang successor.
Seven said the disease will have my family to save it? Although we Huangran disturbed, the answer is yes. As long as he followed the doctor's advice active treatment, as long as him relax state of mind, brave face, as long as we work together with the learning support and help him, he can out of "diabetes," the swamp. Jiao Jian, a quick reduction of the limbs, outgoing cynical, yet humorous, often in life clatter jump to a comic Laoqi.
About human existence, there are two spiritual strength, that is, memory and vision, can be said that our two wheels, it can be said of our pair of wings, from coast to coast, the moment is not lost, it took us to fly, the degree long years had boundless. Let me get the seventh of my family is something that is mediocre publicity has been less important.

Seven said my brother(九)

Mother was a kind good people, more aware of the difficult upbringing, the seventh of the number in both sides of the village had been wronged, but to learn to face, Seven said under the care of the adoptive parents, wearing a "Gongzaigeer" mask over the mid- Year by year, the mother is not a do not know, can not bias the father as a kind of hatred on the outline to heart magnanimous Gratitude. Seven said it is the first time to go home, in the confused emotions have, in the biological mother get a profound teachings.
Since then, Seven said to frequently see each other, is no longer a wandering boat, blood and upbringing, west of the village in the ancient city and the barriers are no barrier. In the words of the ancient city Danzhou blend of words, I saw the great beauty and humanity's precious blood.
Seven said the village farmers to stay in the west., Due to congenital deficiency, coupled with emotional instability has not become "big" written by farmers. Later, the seventh of dreams abandoned by farmers in business after the failure of opening restaurants, I wrote, "the seventh of my family," a text, on the seventh of investment to pay attention and uneasy mood. In this paper, such words: looking at the road on both sides of the lush green Tianchou, I think of Seven said in rural areas who still refused to leave the wife and I suddenly felt the business classic that not everyone can afford to carry. Seven said the land should be returned to his familiar message of hope to the green demand. The country billions of farmers to do business, our rice and bread come from! 'I do not know this view is right or wrong, Seven said to me, I do not know whether this persuasion as the yoke of a heartless, I just use my interaction with others, down to earth, abandon unrealistic cranky The basic principles to affect him, actually wanted to say to him, to keep their jobs, live light, healthy and safe is happiness.
Seven said the most impressive so far the most flash place, than the King of the adoptive parents of filial piety. Although foster parents are biased and doubts, fear of Seven said bedding leave. While they were to old and sick, lonely wait to dry his later years, they unexpectedly gave the seventh of a happy old age. Marriage is not only a male grandchild for the Tangjia Sheng Sun, and intact the footprints in the west village. There are two things to both sides of the village with admiration, a word of praise for his brother's wife.
First thing. Seventy years old father is seriously ill, is the emphysema plus turns attacks of kidney stones. After a series of combat drug injection, patients paralyzed in bed for three months, Life as gossamer, but has been reluctant to die. Seven said four chemists and health, stay in bed has been served, money cleared, farming do not move, to a foot long in the tall weeds, deserted a good winter time. Until the father kicked the bucket, Panax after the play before opening plow ox, start over.

2010年11月12日星期五

Seven said my brother(八)

Sunny day at noon, the sun is a good time to incense. Hong mother by rubbing this city unique traditional arts and crafts, Zhengdian living expenses. Seven said the appearance and I resemble, not introduced, and instantly the mother came to know is that she fell off a piece of meat from the body. Time to scrub, the mother with hands covered with ash to embrace the seventh of the head, the kind of speechless surprise, concerns and thoughts, so that mothers old man in tears, when his father deceased, mother of tears blending double layer snapping sad and worried.
"Mother, are you?" Seven to open the mouth first time fifteen years of his mouth shouting loudly biological mother. Although the word is used instead of the ancient city of Danzhou words, but my mother does not sound familiar, sounds sweet. Mother breaks through his tears, the sound of belated "biological mother", mother of his old head to flower, as if the younger years.
Mother cooked a bowl of lean pork flavor of the ancient city of snacks "Dragon side" as Laoqi Jie Feng. "Dragon" near homonym "back door." Seven said to eat only cooked noodles for his biological mother, and both from the meaning of home. Seven said eat while telling his adoptive parents to conceal the long-term life experience, seeking to block his own father and mother share many bitter memories, he knew the way to and from fear, into the arms of the biological mother, do city people, do not do both sides of the village.
Mother, wiping his wet eyes: "You mother had taken away when you, did not give us a pound of sugar, a piece of cloth to you took away for nothing. That she owes me, not owe you, you are my heart's a piece of meat is your mother's heart a piece of meat, adoptive parents raise you ten years, credit for bigger than me, and he pro-block you think is a bias, in fact, I am not missing son, wanted to come back after you have identified pro- care of. "
She added: "Currently my family is poor, the three brothers to run around on the outside, my brother still in school, can not help you, I hope you listen to the words of adoptive parents, good reading, will amount to anything, for the glory adoptive parents, but also for me glory. "

Seven said my brother(七)

Seven said other end of the age of seven, and his cattle his entire life in the old walk. Seven said over a piece of land plow, harrow complete a field, and let the cows eat grass for a while, cattle and pull up the carts, Seven said they followed a walking cow. Seven said sometimes carry a hoe, weed out those extra between peanut seedling weeds, cut off the edge of the field to take a few coughs sickle the weeds, pick up some of dung on the field, this is the seventh of every day wanted to do farm work. Nursery, planting, harvesting, pick Wo, containing peanuts, sugar cane and other farm work fine by Erniu to complete. Erniu hard-working, tenacious capability, has been extraordinary imagination. She gave birth to male and female fertility, the family home away from touching the large half days. I'm worried about her small thin line can be tied to a fly's body, in menopause, in the long tortured stomach can accompany finish seventh of the way of life. I had to sing the praises of the Danzhou women in rural areas, for her piece of secular blackout break for her seventh of the faithful, devoted my gratitude.
Focus on marriage, love, indifference is the cultural heart of a people, marriage is a love which is especially important to the. Although the Seven said marriage ruling by the foster parents, but not a clever mouth by the matchmaker come involved. Seven said the hand with the Erniu hugged along the way there Danzhou tune sound bedding and rendering thousands of years, the sound is transferred Danzhou Danzhou young men and women of the "Serenade" and "Waltz." To adjust the sound to pass voice is so pretty dance and the free and easy. When they kiss in the thorn bamboo border secretly, when they were both quiet secret of the fields to lie down and wantonly without dread Xiongxiong Jing lit the fire of love, really love each other choose the crystallization. Seven said it was frequently issued the "son of temper," guilty of gambling from time to time, to provoke the woman, when the thin Erniu persuade them, verbal abuse spill, he could hear in, Jiao Wang convergence wayward and lazy, repented, have let us the crystallization of love in this interpretation have been.
Seven said often said: "There is no Erniu I do not know how when a farmer, not Erniu I would never be the home."
Seven said I said: "If there is afterlife, you have to select the cream of the crop Erniu this woman."
Father quietly distributed to the three thousand, three daughters, the seventh of what they look cold to go the way of his life, his seventh of sustenance is cleared, let Laoqi withstand suffering, so he knew epiphany. In my opinion, very cruel father, he should not have to make a baby son, tender and vague to support this empty house. He should, kick kick a realistic history of life took to the road traction Seven said.
There are more hard-hearted father is doing everything possible to obstruct the seventh of finding the source of his accession to the WTO. Seven said many of their loved ones in the flames of desire do not burn, he was doused cold water take the lead.
Seven said very small partner in the ancient city where people are not heard that he is on both sides of the villagers. Mother and brothers and sisters live in the state St, commune big old house for himself the right front door of his home. Every father can take him into the city, always straight piece of shit around the commune's road, Po town from the south gate of a big bend. Seventh of the holding in the market as holding a dog, let him leave my side, but not to the seventh of human contact of any city. Pass on this one fed up with pagodas, the seventh of that for small partners sensitive to the rumor is true. Is the father deliberately avoid, concealment, deception and blocking.
Of course, Seven said the credibility of pro road, San Mao did not write songs like "olive" in "My hometown is in the distance" as the Piaomiao and distant. He does have thousands of miles away from their loved ones thousands of miles away the feeling of desolation and vague and remote. But flesh and blood is hard to break away, without telling his father was finally at the age of fifteen, took the door into the city.

Seven said my brother(四)

Danzhou that Su was banished in the third set of ancient birth, when children suffering from the pain of poverty, I have a pair of blue eye, loss flawless looking at the distance. I do not know what life is like a more distant. Consolation there, the point is that I unashamedly have to buy food for residents of the State account. This is the Chinese people and the farmers of two distinct human beings. Anyway we were free, the farmers must respect and kissed the black patch of land. Stick to the matter of that piece of farming, mulberry fields of the for. "Kiss the land," the word is commonly used in praise of the poets words, it is to describe the relationship between farmers and the land to the extreme, is an idealized knowledge divorced from reality.
In the ancient city. I have two teenager's best friend is the farmers, I have witnessed their suffering and living farming the pain. I have been so naive as to want a return to farmers, and Howard's two cubs to his vegetable garden planted beans subdivision. Land next to a river, and poor high and two meters twice a day, pouring water, lug buckets Teng, Singapore, began to Shihai hold up, is in serious difficulties later on, the trip down and back pain, backache, difficult to Further, I can not stand, beans gradually turn yellow from the green leaves off the vine, set aside this second subdivision, had to pick vegetables to eat there as high as cubs. Because of this little experience. Think of the peasants traveled throughout the year, spring and autumn species, summer Ken Dongxiu are based on dialogue and heavy physical and land, unlike the poets say that to be emotional, so sweet, so calm.
Not hard to imagine, Seven said this once Gongzigeer, the farmers of this rocky go the way how difficult. Standing less than five feet six and weighing fifty kilograms, except for a quick mind, silver tongue, and two strokes of good fist of martial arts dance, the matter of farming is almost a blank. Qingming Guyu, the beginning of summer solstice, who first who, after the cart before the horse will probably, not to mention plowing harrow, seedling plug Wo the. Fortunately, he married a wife Erniu long village, Erniu is a village in her family to marry experts, Danzhou region is a hard-working woman born, to endure hardship, ability, heart liberal stuff. It is because of Erniu, with the help of Erniu, Seven said the only things in the farming gradually from the shallow depth, outside to the inside, finally in sight learned to plow harrow, plant nursery and learn that when a real farmers.
Real farmers what is it? Land farmers must understand the real, familiar with farming, the physical exhaustion and the outpouring of blood and sweat to get three meals a day. Real farmers do not have government statutory holidays, no paychecks to the bank card, not to go beyond reality fly freely.
Seven said the biggest headache, and then made him angry, there are seed suppliers sell the fake rice farmers. He has - Chapters strokes, the start of the rice plant flowering is not filling, deflated deflated crop failure, Chun Wo white dry season. He told me on the phone, I said: "sue him!" He said: "I do not have culture, and if cheated once again, I put the stick to the seed companies to Havoc in Heaven." Fortunately, the second time to buy the real thing. Seven said either going to be a - back to the 'Monkey King' of..
Seven said the sense of helplessness, what is most difficult for him to exercise restraint is inadequate water supply reservoirs. For the irrigation into the field, often have to stay together all night long, long overdue for that point of drainage water, often with the adjacent field folks or uncles altercation, calling to kill each other. Once he left forefoot, rear foot to a follow-up to his surname Tang Shu outlet blocked. Daohe were there shouting thirsty too! Seven said tempted him Momen up points. Seven said to do that? He is the city life, village people know his veins the blood is not the surname Tang, moving from the military to Laoqi to please the cheap? Seven said quite helpless, he watched others taking away the water seedlings. I answer the phone, my heart is not quiet a long time, a shortage of water supply for the reservoir, farmers have to rely on weather curse the cruel reality of mourning. Second is the seventh of the Millennium secular bias in China's living environment caught between worrying. This seventy-year-old get married in the old, the adoptive mother warned him not to call own wedding drink, otherwise you know you are a city person, marriage to end does not become. This is a top priority in life to make a small episode in the seventh of a dilemma, had planted the seeds of prejudice and every hack in the fence. Seven said, "lonely overseas" miserly, and the hardships of a farmer, I could not help but sigh endless pain, and again in my systolic flow in the winding up....

Seven said my brother(三)

Seven said the same home with the uncle's son, separated by a wall only uncle, also home to the New Year with his wife and son, the black car that stops bright entrance to the village of "Treasures" car light shining homecoming. Uncle only one year earlier than the seventh of school, almost one out of the house, read the same school. Conditions on the seventh of the economy and should be stronger than before Uncle. Uncle academic success can be only way people will move onward and upward, is now the level cadres, and the seventh of it on the land, harsh saliva among themselves, waiting poverty. I asked on the seventh of this thing, Seven said the answer is, only tert-studious, hard reading, honest obedient. And he wanted to have fun, like a baby, do not give a dime a day is not father to school. Adoptive parents had no choice but according to his temper, he wants the moon, the moon god father should come off. If the only tertiary school-age period in order to work hard, honest listen, in exchange for fame and fortune today, the seventh of the spoiled, headstrong loose and had planted the seeds of bitterness. Seven said the honest, let me laugh and cry, resentment can not.
Speaking of his mother more than once, the seventh of birth in the delivery room two days was taken away not worried when it pulled the lung scenarios.
Forty years ago, the rain started falling in the first month XIII. Seven said the mother breast suck dry the last mouthful of milk, his mother clutching his head in his arms warm, the seventh of his adoptive father three bags of cigarettes smoked effort. During this period the mother's tears like endless rain pattering outside the house has been in the stream. Tears like a river full of reefs and rapids, a wave of a Bay to put six children pale and thin face pushed to the front of her. Boss, the second, third son need to go to school, ranks the fourth, Five, youngest need food and clothing, the mother worked like a spring depression is Tao, the father is a stripped down the dead trees, no seventh of water and nutrients nourish the tree seedlings. And not send anyone to have not negotiable. Not to mention the delivery room are sitting seventh of the future can not wait to foster parents, they want to go back on children's immediate fear of the mother's anxiety, the performance was clearly off in the foster father of the three bags off the fire in the hookah. Their son's desire and devotion, and in the mother when the mother breast-feeding has been the seventh of the pair of feet touching and gauze wrapped around the umbilical cord under the small penis. Father has repeatedly said to his mother: "Be sure to come to support him as a son for him to study, to meet all his, let him be the happiest person in the village on both sides." Mother said: "You promised to any of the seventh of good times, I do not see, as long as I keep his life only to send you a raise, and later he grew up, let him come to recognize his brothers and sisters have. " Mother finished with her wrapped around a seventh of the best clothes and let her continue to surround the atmosphere and the warmth of the seventh of unknown life into a strange world.
Now, I actually blame the foster parents and Zechi Seven said it, or blame, and Zechi Seven said. Our ancestors have repeatedly warned us, "female child, no good man." Seven said the heir, as heir adoptive Temple, he became very prosperous Tang did not Gongzaigeer. Under the shadow of the adoptive parents, two sisters and a younger sister in the mask to and love, the seventh of getting into the "tea to hand out rice to mouth," the rich kids of the cycle. Spoiled, headstrong, fun lazy, can not help adoptive parents discipline, not only missed the first step in the great journey of life time, and good wishes to the adoptive parents cast a faint shadow. Father to his uncle, said: "Seven said it could not learn Uncle, I could not Qindie his biological mother. I'm afraid I can not afford the old pension after he, I'm afraid he could not stay in rural areas, to the city to find his fellow flesh and blood of the. "Later, the old seventy-year-old married, father to stay skeptical two dollars, two ten pounds of peanuts, fifteen brown sugar, Seven said to be headed to their dollar savings Sanqian quietly secretly distributed to the three biological daughters.
Seven said this father to take over the iron plows, cattle, Wo rake, hoe, water dish barrels, from kissing the earth, face the sun, the wind experience rain, became a member of the National Farmers billion. Since then I have not up a proud peasant brothers.

Seven said my brother(二)

In the emergency room bed. Seven said gilded their foaming mouth, eyes Zhi Lengleng De Dengzhe, despite his wife Erni crying call, still no response, it cast an enchantment, as if his life had to find something lost. In transmission over after half a bottle of glucose solution, the seventh of the breathing becomes very soft, very warm palms, is a very auspicious sign of life restored. Doctors from the beginning of the rush to become relaxed. Seven said that attack is the sheep disease in Britain, is generally not life lost, the fear is fear of fainting in the water. Everyone from doctors to say the sorrow of death, another sorrow and unexpected rise in my heart. Britain sheep medical terminology this terrible disease, so that everyone thrilling, looked at each other. Such diseases are mostly genetic factors, my ancestors who won that generation of such disease? Looked through the genealogy is not recorded inside the mother nor the other end of the ancestors of these patients. Seven said that Siemens is guilty of evil, to provoke this kind of disease? While we are skeptical, worried about when big sister carefully so Laoqi to a higher level hospital for examination, the results found the true murderer, turned out to be diabetes for worship, blood sugar up to 15 mmoI / J. This made us worry a rare, yet nowadays people enjoy the minimal needs of the farmers, this money had to recuperate the rich man's disease, is what kind of disaster ah! I do not know who said this sentence: "A person needs to relax, he needs to involvement." This may be a common sense of life, a life cycle, the seventh of my family after a busy rest of my life is this cycle inadvertently stuck with.
I can not imagine what has become the seventh of disease, cheek meat, depression, and his face yellow wax, his eyes dim, faintly, and walked three step shaking like a movie in slow motion. Those familiar with the land, close to the old ox, shiny rake are temporarily away from him, and he wants an empty pocketbook, "rich patients," the. If the mother was still alive, and her tears wet all night Fed. Seven said the most loving mother, not only was his mother's belly just drilled, give hold to raise a village west, but the mother, kindness, life, children worry worry girl, she's also worried about then is she worried that in the countryside when farmers son. At this moment a long time came back to me, and occupation of my mind, not only is the seventh of the sickly condition, but two months ago, I first visited the village to the west, the seventh of the time, those who have seen the shocking scene.
The west is a long history of the villages northwest Danzhou. More than ten miles away from the home of the ancient city, not the sea, visible at high northern Gulf slope waters ebb and flow. Department of the village divided into two surnames, are farming the farmer. Danzhou say so, and talk about the military, then the city, regardless of living environment and living habits are different. Seven said the family lived for forty years took the fall on the edge of the village, the house is the curved front of the village lane, behind the crawl across the thorn bamboo is the seventh of the arable land.
This day is bumper to flood the temple. Air was also filled with New Year firecrackers in the smoke released into the atmosphere attractive village alley meaty, the flow of "the old and welcome," the sweet smell of years. However, in the seventh of home, we do not see "the old and welcoming" atmosphere, looked as if seen for three decades years back, is so shocking, beyond imagination.
Between the old-fashioned father leave the old house that has stood in the rain for decades. Tile surface collapse, beam distortion, four corner covered with cobwebs, belongings piled up in a mess objects, people unsightly. Sugar cane leaves no messy threads and weeds account for the large courtyard where the old house, gathering across the Niuquan detritus mixed with cow dung and fertilizer. In addition to the old cattle but also have one or two chicken coop, the chicken seems to be the same places cattle, which mosquitoes, fly, foul smelling, dirty, could not bear to see. The kitchen is very small, perennial wood, sugar cane leaves. Smoke blackened the kitchen with buffet also Xunde beyond recognition. This is the seventh of the home environment, but also in "the old and welcome," the New Year. I do not believe that the twentieth century, the seventh of farmers in my home was actually like this.
When we arrived, his wife is guilty of stomach, so that nephews were not a New Year's good mood. Spring sunshine left to a shadow, but also to our New Year visit the heavy cast a strange, silent bustling, laughing proudly's relatives atmosphere. We asked the warm winter noise for a while, even less so Laoqi get together for dinner. The seventh of a thousand, I gave my wife a doctor told him, closed to all the wonderful imagination when, with a wisp of sadness, too much sorrow and grief, nostalgia and disappointment left the seventh of the home.
I suddenly felt that I rode in the clinic every day language critical of resentment when, in fact, every day at home to enjoy some trivial happiness. Seven said to hold for people previously raised, there are adoptive parents as little darlings, there are two sisters, a sister Arch care as "yu" in Gongzigeer "a sheltered," the envy and blessing, I should time is too fragmented reality hit.

Seven said my brother(一)

Big sister called from home. Seven said that sick, get the diabetes. When I answer, the voice side of the phone numbers and ellipsis pause from time to time. Intermittent, creak like a rustle of the old records on hold for many years. I got the impression that Big Sister throat stagnation dumb, very reluctant to tell me the bad news, but had to tell me the first time. Sister is clearly crying, cry, when people articulate on the weaker. There was a sad because of the waterfall split lung wash her in the chest, chest inside the emotional and physical pain in the endless spasm.
Receive bad news at the moment, I answer the phone when the inherent smiling suddenly thrust disappearing from is stared, stupidly, thinking quietly into a chaotic mess, unable to extricate himself in grief. Advancing seemed to hear the voice of death, felt the impermanence of life, the fragility of life.
Seven said ill get the diabetes. Inhibiting pathological confusion is a joke with us, sick without any reason. Seven said a farmer, short shelf body strong, supple limbs, agile, and good humor cynical, humorous, life tap often jump out of funny comedy.
He early in the morning to catch a cattle come down to earth, no less a breath of fresh air. Noon side of the canal pumping pour seedlings, no less close to the sun. Waiting for places in the Guapeng night, no less shower moonlight. He ate a big year with pickled radish, rice, dry food is sweet potatoes and corn, rare poultry meat and serve. Their own land to plant sugar cane, and occasionally eat cane segment, or a cup of coffee than the city people, the amount of sugar a cup of tea, not to mention his teeth caries can not eat. In short, the conditions from natural conditions to the diet, lack of city people in general, he has, some of his little town, many people. These kind of far from the modern disease of health, he was not a lack. This fatal diabetes, since a drain illegal channels penetrated the body of his health it?
Seven said in February of this year's early spring. Xi Xi Yang an early morning, in their own land to grow peanuts, suddenly froth at the mouth, his face pale, weakness in the ridge side collapsed. He passed out of the sideways-year-old piece of his house, just next to the old cattle. Confusion is the cow with suppressing seven people close similarities to each other breath, cattle owners in the ground that has never been so soft and refuse grumble to lick his face with his tongue to see if there is no movement to raise head " moo "to directly call out. Cattle and the Times News people found collapsed in the seventh of the land, people hurriedly came to hold the seventh of walking tractor, against the clock to send to the hospital.

The story of old photographs(二)

Shortage of coal, coke seventies, to address the foundry face without rice drink, I go out with Huang Changchang learn, building a generation of coke to coal pulverized coal iron cupola. Ignition furnace that day, the county's number one news radio station, as reported specifically to the live recording. Was no live television and other video technology, or by CD-ROM can also see the kind of hot metal Pentium spectacular, look at everyone to drinking water when the wine to celebrate the success of cupola operation scenarios.
Huang Changchang dare to employment, more sense of responsibility. When playing machine burning passion in me. He not only let me free to touch, or stormy for me, a forest block. Launched an attack on top was critical, said: "name the clock, not to run, Jiangmen, Guangzhou is to spend so much public money, did not make any excuse." Meaning he was sternly refuted, said: "those who know not my little bell also, know that the success or failure who only I can go out to visit the Arts is to learn the right way, if you are still talking nonsense, put my director dismissed. "Huang Changchang the director was not removed, also joined the party with honor. Success or failure will be judged both eye, Jin really splendid, but also a moral to the truth.
You know? Today, the thought of Huangchang Chang River in the north gate of my home lost valuable piece of high-end Swiss watches and a pair of shoes, I want to cry. Swiss watches a bird cry and that of shoes. These two offers for higher quality of his money to his wife on the provincial scene, the value of the thousand, thousand, that time how much money, we can see heavy losses repeat itself. Second, still crying Huangchang Chang Barry was sick to my home to run around looking for the truth. Difficult to cry knowing whom three are still braving the political risks the probability of finding one ten thousandth. Huang Changchang do this, all to make me realize the dream of college.
It was July 1976. July is a yin and yang, the rolling clouds of early autumn error Yin Yu. Peasants and soldiers, I attended the University of the examination, by the revolutionary masses council, the commune party committee decided directional walks I read the Chinese Department of South China Normal University. Director of the school district brought a document that has built all of the seal, cover up your plants to get the official seal. Unexpectedly, documents sent to the factory, but stuck in the secretary's hands pass. The reason, I was five for black children, he wants strict control, the party responsible.
Autumn is the harvest season should not only whole grains harvest, harvest food and clothing, harvest happiness, harvest all the things that should be harvested. I can enter the university gate one step, but rejected a thousand miles away.
My father was a broken black five, I suppression days shouts and cry is not downtown. I like when all five of their children as black, learned to bear, accustomed to the loss, leaving the fate of the master. I stay in the room, not to go out for two days. When I brought shame and Huangran third day out of the room, before we know in two days, Huang Changchang with the secretary of the things because of my college rivalry Taikang three pound the table, to which almost tore the paper seal face red marks . At that time Huang Changchang love can do nothing, when talking about the class line, there is no human word, it is a one of a hat can be crushed or a group of people age.
Another Moon pattering autumn rain. I am due to health reasons, abandoned machinery from the dentist, left the Huangchang Zhang, left the farm that piece of mechanical plant sad place.
A few years later Huangchang Chang is gone. Began a long pursuit of life, during which the pain and the hurt beneath child suffering wife. But after all he is a man of strong will, to his wisdom, through hardships, finally reached the pinnacle of his career to become a vital private company CEOs.
From him but I saw a splendid live the true meaning of life, such as sobering a thorough general physical and mental. I later read strenuously, catching pen writing, to find a spiritual anchor. This is the root lever grip dentists, and learn to make a down to earth person.
There are many things the world mourning tempting, there are many things that were happy to laugh. This world of impermanence, cloud water revel. Huang Changchang hurried pace and I are vivid smile who died, there is not much the affection go hand. Flu, an idea, conceived of, in whom the open heart lamp catch pen in your eyes, until four in the morning.

The story of old photographs(一)

Suzhen sister sent an old photograph from Macau. Collection of more than a set of three black and white photographs, she recalls the seventies in the k armed factory farming town of those days, and far apart colleagues and friends. Then processed by computer to fill mottled vague, but also to afford to send pictures of the people. Pictures to my hands, the first thing I recognized the Huangchang Chang, he wore a uniform, thin neck support with a thin face, he sat in the front row middle. Look into the eyes of the lens is so serious persistent, deep was immense. Then he stands the year.
Looking at the photograph of Huang Changchang. There will be an ordinary soft water, something in my heart Man indecipherable. A feeling far apart, are suddenly crushing footsteps marching toward me. The deficiency of life to build a beautiful fresh, do not expect the leaves do not fall, people not leave. The past thirty years to live and I Huangchang Zhang Shilu time and space, are numerous and abundant age support to show their expression. Is often not even the opportunity to pass.
Office building on the photo background. House is personally designed and built Huangchang Chang, compatibility and I met him, from this building began to thin, not without regret parting from here.
At that time, have my place in this building. I am a technician, design drawings and guide practical action. I had to do carpentry, a former director to get me up when the technician. A non-Polytechnic College diploma, two old machine shop is not a dip in the dye vat, a thick alone, "Mechanical Design Manual" to come play with bragging machinery, Xuan Hu, public pool. Plant as part of his life in your hands grip, Huang Changchang can rest assured that so! I thought about this problem, the factory some people muttering behind my back. I'm waiting to see the joke. They deserve the appointment of a genuine waiting Huang Changchang technician.
Finally one day the factory opened the General Assembly. Huang Changchang unexpectedly announced a decision: "We are not genuine factory technician small please, we need to develop their own technician, that person is a small bell." Said he, clapping his hands, whether there was another round of applause I remember. I just felt like a reminder sign applause drums, shook my soul. Trust and expectation have become the main theme of the sound, so I feel I must make every effort to follow the melody of passion burning dance. From the emotional to the rational, from the low tide to high tide, pondering Every step of the vocabulary, improve the texture of each plot, and truly become a full-fledged role.
Alone a "Mechanical Design Manual" to come when the technician. When I later graduated with a machinery factory, two South China Institute of Technology technician very close and become friends, They still have this question: a small bell, you really did not attend Institute? I smiled and replied: "No, but I went to a person's Institute of Technology." One of them said: "You're joking, China and College is not a person." I said: "We have factory, he In our Huangchang Zhang. "They stunned, made relatively dumb laugh.
Huang Changchang not Institute of Technology, but he was familiar in the heart of mechanical technology, his quick thinking, knowledgeable, trick Trinidad and Tobago, every mountain open, water and bridges, help me overcome the technical difficulties one after another.

Backstreet home state

Backstreet home state in my memory, is a partial provision of dark narrow alleys. Like a resting Danzhou cecum and in the ancient city of the old Junfu a Gala Li. It was broken by the east walls of soil decadent west, overgrown weeds and cactus Junfu Yamen site, Lane imports along the length of the foot of the wall into the ear of God. A few families lived there, mundane people, there are two tenants who farm the north.
Backstreet child I often pick raspberries to the state, compared to the state Backstreet deep impression. I do not understand - alley Article ze why calling them to force the state to force the Back Street, or the old one for Junfu Yamen Jun Fu ladies strolling the exquisite family street. County short of its history there are no records. It lying down quietly spent a thousand years ago the ancient city of Gala Li Su, rich plum trees on the drift with smoke curling alleys of others.
Alley is small, but it is a microcosm of the ancient city of Subway life. He has done carpentry brother, China saw a big brother refuse, useful soliciting old hill cycling, there are wine beams Aunt, who has a small northern farming high. My impression of China in the pale and gentle brother, as if filled with a lot of Wen Mo goes, he goes to work with the curly-haired four-naked bare arm in the wood saw all the widening works, the blue leisure pants to wear like a white suave gentleman, step revival of ancient city street with heavy stone road, side by side with the primary school teacher Zhang, wrap a warm sunset walk slowly, stop and go, in fact, enjoy and comment in front of each couplet. Ancient couplet sounded like things to play the zither, "Spring Snow" and "low class people." Is a pleasant landscape to outsiders and cultural atmosphere. Widening saw and Shiciduilian irrelevant, but China is not a bumbling brother, is to do hard labor Su legacy of the ancient people had leaks Wenmo.
Jiankua small rake every day to catch a high and out of ze alley cattle, cattle feces are often dirty and old bicycle wheels mounds, old mounds always laughs and says, do not blame do not blame Blame the alley too Chek . Sometimes a smaller high-brother and neighbors to send China - bags of sweet potatoes, and Liang Hua Aunt Jackie brought him a pack of cigarettes - a bottle of wine, say the words northern Danzhou people and city people, for the years submerged lanes have become deeply attached to each dye owe respect and good neighbors. Ladies always complain about the beam wine alley is too remote, getting a drink of the people can not find the place. Chinese Big Brother always there to comfort her, say nothing of fear, sell themselves, we block the state is poised Backstreet, others did not want to live the good fortune miles. Cited by old brother Hua Qiu think this sentence does not meet the facts, the truth is that he often helped with the bike to the outside beam ladies to sell tequila. Chinese Big Brother on the lanes of this nostalgic feelings, perhaps because the alleys of the old bureaucratic neighbor nostalgia born
Undreamed of thirty years after my departure back home, the state could not find the Backstreet trace has sank into hiding. Jiangqiao for the reconstruction of the North Gate, New Street, a broad flat back street from the state through bore through, Tan sway through the north gate to River Bridge. Proliferation of new buildings on both sides of the street shops one after another, busy bustling, that piece of the ruins of the old Junfu also built a town government building. My eyes like a dream in the PRD appeared prosperous market town. With my old friends Yiyi, squint your eyes are hazy and down the street walk through. Suddenly I am very surprised to see in a tile shop front had any brother, he has Shuangbin see the spirit of competition is a gray, pleasant owner of the store. Asked about the alley in the case of pleasantries, he said the smiling, this is the previous state Backstreet Yeah, when is the city's Gala, is now the bright city lots, demolition of the facade after all the house toward the market, have done a business shop, big brother little brother left China steel shop, the right is the home of the mobile phone shop Aunt beams. a small line of high-opened the motorcycle, to sell the old Han color code. we have been diverted to reside downtown. In short, Lane has changed, people changed
Chinese Backstreet brother heard the acquisition of state petition had repeatedly been rebuilt several times, he believes the state is a historical monument to the Backstreet preserved. People laugh, he is talking nonsense, an alley also Intestinal monuments can not bear to be converted, sarcasm he is Xiangzhan state bureaucratic obstinacy Backstreet feng shui light. Chinese Big Brother petition failed, so a serious illness. In fact, no light can dip Backstreet state, but added that the new street light bright fresh Backstreet completely changed the fate of the state.
He left the brother of the tile store, I thrilled to the various shops looked the business are doing smooth, every family live and work. Unfortunately, dressed in white and blue pants do not see like a suave gentleman of the Chinese big brother a few years ago he had died of illness.

Cooked rice(二)

In fact, in those days, far more than they eat cooked rice Laoshuan the first one, the source of their lives is cooked rice, cooked rice is a constant if the ancient river, flowing through the streets of town, flows through the old Danzhou people inhabit the village. Known to man named Gan knowledge to make life daughter, frugal, magnified baby's face, a life Huicun the contour.
Account for the life of thirty years ago, I followed a bunch of wild pineapple and cactus, sand paths, followed by living in the city to pick the shadow of New England Po Yi visited the New England port. I found that they sell in addition to the burden, without exception, each basket is filled with rice cooked rice. These simple thrift abundant buttocks of Danzhou woman thick waist, raw like a cub and then as a fart, eat the last meal and not under the Dayton, still life and death phase winding, will not make half the cubs give it away, so cheap anti-hunger of cooked rice became a frequent visitor to their stomach. A few slices of radish or cabbage leaves I, or sprinkle a few grains of salt to raw blended with hearty meal. Not biological or drying rice, it is necessary to integrate fish pickles. Seems to cooked rice and dried white rice born rival. You sing your "Spring Snow", I sing my "low class." Cooked rice resident poor families Milot, often into poor families Nguyen belly.
Today there are many new English people eat cooked rice, Ma Well people, old and Danzhou people, they love cooked rice, cooked rice not only ridiculed but can also be used to adjust the resistance to gastric imports. Of course there will be a home cooked rice more households. Let my home state of Front Street was short and his third brother, the wife was short, and the neighbors, cook the rice cooked the article. A big pot of boiling a big pot of rice, a large drying of cooked rice a large, flat head home to get the rice Square, with the hum of the machine call, cooked rice a muscular physique like a full robust positive man jumped out. Short wife said that to have a home cooked rice characteristics. Cooked rice grain color and texture to stand the selection of a good price to sell. So the flooding of rice, cooking rice dominated her subject matter, drying rice on the third brother to operate from the short, short third brother, sweating under the hot sun, dirt surface Fanshai focus first scene of rice, have pity on my mind often so dull.
Every time he returns home, always fitted with dwarf wife cooked rice three to five pounds, let me back Shilu. First let us change the appetite for change, let us remember the other family and hometown. Whether we like it or not, will be sent each time. They flies hard, do not want to make money often spent their blood and sweat to get pearls, but always can not refuse. My second son who Hunan, spectacular the cooked rice is called Danzhou meters. He was not used, can literally eat every time he did not get that feeling like we did, get that pleasure. With us but continue to feel affection and nostalgia involved.
I do not know whether this can be said that a never eaten cooked rice Danzhou old man, his life experience is pale, a love of cooked rice of the people, must be a grateful people living. Taste bitter memories of the past, we are not behind the times, but more and more real, more adept at ease, more full of reason out.

Cooked rice(一)

I do not know what's cooked rice that summer or autumn moon the years, along with the breath of life to quietly flow in Danzhou north. I am well aware of their own may not be confused, we seek to touch the cooked rice interpretation of its meaning, due to the hometown in northern Danzhou deep love of the land and nostalgia. Is really difficult to use an appropriate word to describe the cooked rice. Flowing in our veins what is the bright red blood, not quite yellow rice milk is milk. Hard-cooked yellow rice Lang Lang, the whole northern part of the old plastic the Danzhou Danzhou the body, nourishing the long river of life.
I cooked rice on the most complete memory. The sixties of last century from a cold Sese autumn. This is a change of autumn and winter season, very cold wind and frost should be blatantly Ling ground floor to the earth. In fact, this is a continuation of the mansion and the brutal destruction of the earth's hunger years. In the cold cold sky for days or eight-year-old Sister and I at home, roaming around fields, clutching their mother sewing pieces of cloth with a rag bag. Two brother sister clothes ragged, unkempt tremors in the cold wind was, the pain of foot stepping on the Wo paddy bar stamp, in the hope of remaining rice around for the missing.
The start of the rice that can be considered in understanding, not hesitate to soaring. Bud, filling, seed, still some slip through the net after the harvest. Let us pick up into the skinny little hand bag covered with mud. Sentimental golden cross and skinny and full hybrid, happily back home, cooked rice into the substrate, was our fill of food belly.
Then my mother picked up the rice packed in the basket Wo debris removal, weed out the soil, washed and put into pot and cook (this is the origin of cooked rice), shop in the courtyard for the sun to help dry, and then Gu Chun grind rice, cooked rice so yellow, stocky field presented in our eyes. Why not directly to the crushed white rice sun to dry, and chosen to cook for cooking, superfluous it? This may be a strange tactic cooked rice. It is only through the expansion of the thin cooked rice growing valley into a fat simply could not have increased a simple process.
I have witnessed the whole process of cooked rice. Some people say: get to such a reduction of the nutritional value of rice, is a "closing of the San Yu, lose on the dual" approach. However, with the explosion of popcorn cooked rice cake made of sugar, but it is our childhood favorite snacks. In full of the heavy injury of memory, while the poignant experience of cooked rice of Life as a unique flavor.
The liberation of that year. Cane Garden Laoshuan head, in a grief stricken at the meeting complained of a stomach and fell grievances. He is the landlord required the U.S. public's commission account. Accept the first-class rice should rent a good rest of the defective goods to do their own rations. Had to mature rice boiled rice mixed to increase the weight and quantity. His family had never eaten raw drying rice. Required to fill the stomach to do so. His family has seven ranked seventh girl born with yellow wax skinny, malnourished. The beginning she was afraid to eat cooked rice. Mother had to replace it with a two to one Sun-dried rice cooked rice. This exchange is equal to pumping Laoshuan head bones, Laoshuan head to the belly vowed to become the seventh girl belly eat cooked rice. He tried to completely cut off the girl's Sun-dried seven meters, the force on the Liangshan, the seven girls changing. Unexpectedly, this change off the seven girls competing in the ass. Once dinner, gradually changing over to eat two bowls of seven girls. Laoshuan the first phase to see her eat askew, grinning Han Xiao, children from poor families would have thought so too. But through the night, next morning they found seven girls cold hard stiff stiff to very cold in bed dead. Zhang De bulging belly like a round jars. Said cooked rice resistant to hunger, to eat would be indigestion. Seven dead girl is full support, and Laoshuan call the first day of sorrow, crying, he is the curse of cooked rice or a curse, a nose from a tear of his face, people read out the fragility of life and helpless.

Jun Ling Temple Sketches(三)

We linger in Changhua under Tai Ling. Finally a few miles away, under the guidance of the Sun Guanchang respectively, from the direction of the front and side, overlooking the heart of the sacred king Ling Jun.
In fact, the steep rise in Changhua ling WANG is a large piece of rock halfway up the mountain ridge, not the common sense of the Mindanao highest body of the king of broadband robes Phi statue. Chong Sin God for the stone statue, which was quite rare in China's sacred. Jun-ling WANG Legend is the fifth son of the emperor, mother to mother's daughter. Thus, also called him the "son of heaven and earth." At that time, trouble swallowing demons in the South China Sea fishing boats and endanger lives. To keep the peace, levy a fine of Nu Wa Lingzhi demons, the request "Son of Heaven and Earth" help. He fulfill our mission against the evil spirits. The triumphant return to heaven to be. But for the anti-evildoer "comeback", to keep the long-term stability, he large boulders into this in Changhua stone statue, with a brilliant and Ze, long stay in earth. Wong Song Yuanfeng years was labeled Jun ling WANG Chao.
Jun-ling WANG our view from the front. In the deep and the mountain, saw the prominent rock in the Piedmont. If Genius alone, and because the mighty mammoth and solemn great. Too far away, three-dimensional Moreover, very weak force can not be carried by the camera and, one by one Saotou stamp their feet, made all sigh sigh.
Jun-ling WANG view from the side, which is from the southwest, the direction of the sea view. Concubine pleasant to the eye when the eye-catching, I feel different. As Su "Jun Ling independent show and male" to describe it, because of the clear blue sky background, three-dimensional feeling stronger, I saw rock Wututingbo, standing sky, majestic, Yan Yan, a "son of heaven and earth" in disdain South China Sea. Whether from the perspective of mechanical or aesthetic appreciation, as will Jiaoren heart shock, amazing wow. Even more eager, the Sun Guanchang affectionately described King Ling Jun from the sea to see the kind of sublime feeling. He said he was to experience the fishermen on Jun King Ling of reverence, boat trips, from the back of the boat to see Jun king Ling. Haohan the sea, and filling the long days, except for one thing there was nothing sky, that lonely feeling, that the vast trackless melancholy, fishermen eager to prove him so smooth, safe landing in the mood. Especially in the surge of bad weather with low clouds, the fishermen are more eager to see a return to the coordinates. Smack, Jun King Ling of days in the vast sea, out of its giant body, like a coordinate, and like a beacon, the direction for the fishermen. God as a hope, a force of God, a God of peace, pulling the fishing boats return to a warm haven. Sunguan Chang said, that personal experience, that audience's sense of spirit made him a lifetime.
Jun Ling temple Temple reminds Monument merit, those generosity Danzhou, temporary high, the North Sea and other places the name of the fishermen, is not surprising.
Large boulders towering piece of Changhua stone, brushed those beautiful legend, which is at best a stone. Thousands of years, winds and driving rain erosion, Hanlaishuwang never been any request to humans, they have played such an extraordinary role. Think of our ancestors left behind "world and" the old saying, I think of Dan in the CCTV in three say "nature greater than we imagined," the feeling is not quite how people sentiment.
Time is getting late. Have to be afraid of that annoying incoming autumn. Jun-ling WANG approached from the sea this is no longer possible, we have to take satisfaction and regret, inscribed in each other's phone number, cell phone, looking forward to next time.
Farewell, Jun Ling Temple.

Jun Ling Temple Sketches(二)

On this day, more kind of weather. October has been a mess under the autumn, just before the arrival of Han Guoqiang brother, the skies clear up. S day with the will of man,Curator Sun Ruqiang in Changjiang, accompanied by cultural, Shilu car from proceeding along the road through the green gallery. Chang straight for the rural southwest. When the car slow down on the quivering in a Shashi Lu after the abrupt end. Surrounded by the shade, a quaint Jun Ling Temple in our eyes.
Listen Sunguan Zhang said that temple is also called the flying temple. Due to a strange legend. A year, the original spirit away from the steep hill in front of the Temple built temple. To teachers said it was third overall in the block. Unexpectedly, when the auspicious time on the beam at midnight, they found Zhengliang missing. Later, the foot of the hill only to find this Zhengliang. Temple were skeptical that this is the will of God, so to break ground in the temple here. This is the origin of flying temple. This bizarre story, so cast a flying temple veil of mystery. However, the analysis of modern scientific theory could not stand. If I take the liberty of respect. Temple from flying the "copyright", has caused friction between village and village, it appears that the relocation had been suspected as the temple of the ingredients. This is a dry history has been, to date, do not have known, too embarrassing to Xiren. To be fair, the flying temple you win sometimes you lose something. Be those of the temple are quite eye piece poised phase, before steady stream of Changhua River, after the majestic sounding Changhua Tai Ling. Creator of Heaven and Earth have, together aura in the http in the sun and the moon. Before the slope is flat and open, surrounded by green trees, flowers and shade cover to a development perspective, blessed, endless advantages. Missing persons, here and far away from the King Ling Jun, the two can not be compared Xiang Xie Yu, a stray touch of confusion. Many tourists not to give birth without regret and loss.
Jun Ling Temple on the size and construction, without any star phase, is relatively simple and simple, innocent of. Church in the former, King pavilion center, hall seat, the form the main body of the temple. The left side of a row of bungalows for the management of accommodation, room plum trees in front of trees, greenery, shade dies, I should think of when the former home of the ancient city of Yamen that three thousand plum trees. Why is the plum trees? Perhaps it is a way of identifying the island west of species, like cedar trees north, south of the Indus, the desert tamarisk. Let me give birth to a lot of emotion.
A good few more black car parked front of the temple. This is the side Toulian wish people to pray. As believers, we do not need to wear make-up mask. With bells and drums gongs, incense-filled, one by one after another, Ting Qian kneeling on offer joss sticks to pray, reflect the popularity of the Sheng Jun Ling Temple "responsive" mysterious aura.
Temple monuments still remain little more valuable is the Song Dynasty and Su Shi's "Jun Ling Temple tablets", and Qing Zhang Sanguang "Rebuilding Jun Ling Temple Inscription." After years of history, tablets are mottled blur of years of history writing blowing dust, but still beating heart of the poem hot sinking Su, Su engraved with sincere admiration. The inscription crisp, taut, Can natural eye-catching:
Qiongya thousand block the sea, the people of ancient mixed phase Li Meng.
Side dishes for this other house pot Peng, Jun Ling, and male independent show.
Indiana is very strict for the Emperor Gong, shade Feng Jia Gu-year-old repeatedly.
Happy Dragon by shrimp size, are not sheltered habitat of the partridge.
I did this complex east to west, according to inscriptions impressively infinite.
Su is extremely sensitive, but is observant scholar. He not only risks the summit, visit Jun king Ling (stone), the full and accurate records, the devout state of mind, for future generations to leave this eternal male culture. Can say, is to enrich and consolidate the king Ling Jun Su drops picture of life living overseas, and Jun Ye Ling Su's Temple to worship and graced, famous, which laid the foundation of history Jun Ling Temple humanistic value. As Yu Qiuyu said: "When the crown Mindanao has long been scattered into the mud with Bo after a bamboo pen scrawling the poetry occasionally, can escape engraved mountains and rivers, Carve the people never diffuse his hand." This is what we in the Jun Ling Temple Beiqian, long stop, savor, linger reasons.
Jun king Ling Temple is just flying a double. Su Can we stand on the standing position, so that we and our ancestors almost black eyes, look at the zero-Jun-ling WANG exposure. Sun Guanchang of us in this "insatiable" and even said sorry, time is running mainly, Dengfeng Lin Xing is no longer possible. We had to drive along the national highway with a forward, to find a suitable location, distance to eat spoiled for choice.

Jun Ling Temple Sketches(一)

Changjiang moved more than thirty years. Although the accent do not change, the situation in the Changjiang Li also be considered a person. Prestigious competition of the human Changjiang Jun Ling Temple knew nothing about the Holy Land. This time Han Guoqiang Laixun brother brought Danzhou friends, I accompanied about empathy, to be an eye-opener. Otherwise, I really Changjiang Wang Wei, a Bastard.
Occlusion of the lock, I looked up into the outer barrier year round eyes. I'm fun disabled consumer, soul suffocation, is not an overnight. Therefore, there is an opportunity came into my gallery of nature, to the wide world of Chi, I have a pen in the manuscript on the walk to the excitement. This time is no exception. However, the manuscript will be put pen to paper when the roll out, my mind turned blank. Or what to write, how to write, first of all let me on the Moupian conception struggling indecisive the.
Almost all the Chinese temples. Which are dedicated to the legendary gods or ancient heroes of flesh and blood. To three stories, for example, Wu's on the Kung Temple, Zhangfei have Zhuge Wu Hou Temple text and so on. Kwan Kung Temple in particular, almost all over the country, and even Malaysia, Singapore and other South Asian countries. "Under the Mountain Wreath" Lee Cunbao the author, there are lengthy words of the book, the loyalty of the Guan Gong Hepatobiliary, charisma, his lifetime of Hidetake, the majesty of death, poured out his deep admiration. Guard the public and even the first of God known as the Oriental. As a great writer, he visits many of the off north and south through the temple, or the Guan Gong's wish or pray before the gods what. Shangqie this great writer, then the face in the crowd, there are too many understand the concern, how compensation is not "responsive" the gods bow down before the incense, in order to worries and difficulties, to spirit it? Thus, in ideology, resulting in a void between the collision with reality. Some say it is ignorance and superstition, some people say "Xinchengzeling." Shut up the temple, we call cultural landscape, or is it a superstitious props, it is difficult to draw out. This is what I write in the language of Jun Ling Temple, before pouring what really emotional, the reason I hesitate.
However, I was mortal, after all, no higher spiritual realm to talk beyond the everyday people in real life. I can only ordinary people's sense of balance, to face this world perish Sang, known or unknown to the perception of the universe, esoteric, and landscape of the human values.
Su decrepit body of Way back when, from across the sea from the Danzhou. Involving bad water, firewood turned mountains, camped all the way hard, in person at Changjiang Jun Ye Ling Temple worship, and left, "Jun-ling WANG Song," poem. That the "Spirit of Independent Show and Jun Xiong," the marvel, that "I did this complex east to west," the hundred miles to find holy spirit. Undoubtedly become his exile Danzhou three episodes contained a pretty dance. His soul through the years, and now also Jun Ling Temple of the plum tree in the night. Jun Ling Ye Temple worship was the Soviet Union left the public in the Ming and Light, the public's wonderful chapter was the Soviet Union and famous overseas Chinese. Su said: "I Dan ears of people, parasitic Xishu State," the Geshi my fellow Su, Jun-Ling Temple in the Millennium after the company continued with the Sudanese border, although there are other ancient and modern, there is great writer and Bastard of the points, but none of Jun Ling Temple I have the same complex. My last tip is no longer follow the footsteps of Su wandering, to really listening Jun Ling Temple, where ancient and modern bell Drum and shallow low whisper singing.

Pine tree hometown(三)

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Who really make the town an update on the pine tree understanding of the reform and opening up the grounds from Taiwan to visit relatives back Peter and other students who lived in town in Taiwan. They are being Zhuazhuang Ding eve of the liberation of Hainan Island when their homes caught porters to Taiwan. Some of the boss as a small, and some in the government when the small staff, management of Health Peter is a famous country artist. They left town on the next three years in the car with the intention of looking for a return to the feeling of Zi Sang, who goes all the way to see the world in the pine trees waving to them, thirty years of homesickness and the dust of the long- churn up the memory of all, see the tree, see, for example at home, see trees like to see people, the kind of warm feeling beyond words to express. Despite the star turn things shift, time change, pine tree is native memory of marking.
Management students to visit Pak in the days to a painter's love of nature, to his well-informed, impressed on the pine tree, he was very much emotion, to pine for the title, bringing many new ideas folks. . For example, temperament tree tree tree emotional charm, singing tree to tree to tree to talk with the person's life sorrow and other things that resonate. Not only is it a tree, but our brothers and sisters, friends and relatives, is the world endowed by our spirit; is one frame human landscape. He is willing to take a thatched cottage in the trees, and pine gazing at each other. He enough, pick up the camera chose to take a close-range vision for a variety of angles, or the failure to romantic pine filling the whole picture. Had to have been director of the ink through the brush aside Dan, created a painting, the artistic sublimation pine, calling; 'help remote heaven, sitting pregnant human'. Painting trees between heaven and earth exist side by side with people, more trees piercing the clouds in the lush, tree people smoke curl, a group of Xixi child's head drifting along the tree trunk filled, to the sky. Ink rich subtle, artistic conception is long. Soon, a number of pictorial works available, can be called unique masterpiece. City, were different, very excited. I also have a deeper understanding of the pine tree, several times a yearning soul is tied to emotion, to be put it onto the grid in the hands.
Unfortunately, eight years ago in the summer I went back home. Suddenly discovered what a small world of cloud, pine tree Everywhere I looked was not a trace. This is the season that the house was built houses for two brothers to cut down pine trees. I heard it is very tragic scene, composed of ten brawny lictors, spent two days, he just saw an ax with a hemp rope and other simple tools, tipped it into paragraphs from top to bottom, the whole process accidents have But the scare. The strange thing is competing unchallenged, unchecked.. The reason is how the family tree to how the. Even more surprising is that the house is completed quarter, the younger brother at home suddenly had a serious illness, treatment failed and he died young. To do with the dead tree felling should say that there is no scientific causal relationship, the house can not be built without cutting down trees, two-story building that is reflected off the pursuit of happiness. Let alone a tree, that is, mu farmland, people will be covered in the above construction of luxury villas.
Does not fall storm blowing over the centuries, the year of drought can not dry, evergreen vibrant, emotional ties to the ancient city of three generations of pine tree, and thus destroyed in the hands of the family turned the corner of the quarter. Jiaoren distraught sigh puzzling is that cutting trees season home after they died, the life of this tree is attached to people's lives too!
I was shocked, unable to accept this tragedy. I am looking at the sky, heaven is a pine tree standing figure.

Pine tree hometown(二)

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Twenty years old, I want to leave home for a life long journey. Perhaps this will go to settle down in the new earth linger Changjiang life. I worried about and concerned about all the people I have to make a farewell, Tsui is my last one to want to see but not to see. Though we're not into the romance of the track, some hazy, the intention is still there. I passed on a message Trustee a return date, she agreed to actually be asked in the pine dating sites. Is pine, the pine is in fact the walls of homes during the quarter edge. Tsui is a fine man, he wanted my family and the neighbors saw me with him. Subtle sound of the night, such as v. Greenfield, in his heart if not word, and Tsui were followed from the mother cursed the pull back. Her mother said that pine tree is not a [Goddess Marriage] the old Ash, how I Tsui also going to marry a good match with a good class of people, and I did not want her to suffer like fairies. Her mother was such a spoiler, dating to the time and wealth into a humiliation for me. I am a black five children, the family was poor, otherwise I will leave their homes, mobility else is even trying to trip people move to live in the river it? Years later when I brought his wife and children back home passing through bustling pine, I think of Tsui mother 'pine tree is not a [Goddess Marriage] the old Ash' this sentence, could not help but smiled. Do not have a taste in their hearts.
Unexpectedly, the pine tree, other-worldly air, competing five people to the black dirt of the charges brought to the guillotine at home. Cultural Revolution, the head quarter of the national army colonel rebel raid home became the object. Officers are still alive, but Pat labor reform is the common people, a farmer is the crime there. Rebels have to get some movement to set its sight on the tree. Not superstition of rumors that the rebels will not be afraid to quarter as a result of tree house Health Officer, I am afraid the leader of the rebels to come to the revolutionary capital, fishing some far-fetched, or cut to sell anyone. Rebels would have brought massive hands rope tree felling ax. Quarter of the family fears that dare not say. Don bye this time stood out, he is a liberation party members to join the party, he took culture, but people experienced awe. He said; 'Why cut trees'? Rebels said:' five elements in the KMT family tree officer, is the rebels to remove the object. 'Bye, said;' No, this tree is not his home, a communist communism is all the city people, public property can not be infringed! Eight Niang their few old leaves to pick up a fire to cook it, my grandson bitch to play under the tree who wants to tear down trees, I poked his eyes with a needle! 'Bye is an old tailor, special hand-sewn shroud, is considered reasonable thin dead old man, physically very weak, but it is a sharp tongue, urgency bother him, he would rely on to sing in front of your home Funeral Songs. Face bye, not hard to. In fact, they know that the rebels hung [Red Guard] armband students Zai Zai, it is difficult to put down a giant tree, and had to clamor for a number to call for a while imports withdrawn. Bye come forward to protect the tree's feat as air, spread in the town, some people like the Qingsao his righteousness, some people call him a traitor Fu Zhigao. Bye that I am not the person, this tree grow from seed germination to have to go through so many years, long such a straight so high, you can find such a great undertaking two trees to what, to hope for your property, important is it for me the sun block unsightly. Bye that is the big truth. East of his home in the tree, the afternoon sun west to just when to bring him to a shadow of a small hospital, he happened to take - a cool piece of his busy sewing it.

Pine tree hometown(一)

Everyone has a hometown feeling. It is also the traditional culture, is - kind of more profound things even better Olympics. The old quarter of my home ramp door pine tree home to mammoth for its towering straight home to attract the attention of three generations, and in the ancient city of condensation of human feelings. I know the memory can be said from the beginning, SU College is home to a brand, and is the home of the pine tree logo.
It is not as quaint welcoming song Huangshan vigorous, but better than Group Daxing'anling loose so magnificent. Alone and it is difficult to v. Acacia. It seems to be a branch of pine class, people call it pine. Fifty years ago this type of tree is rare in the home, Neem tree, the tree and capers phoenix trees are common trees in the family home. Pine tree stands on the quarter of outstanding home after the park, a rare and magical season like home for the treasures of the town house.. It is mammoth and straight-line soaring into the sky, miles away from the balcony you can see it's countenance, it is like an experienced old man bit, looking down over hurried retreat, ridiculed Jin poverty, clear light firefly; listened to laughter, children trained, trained, , the old man took a deep. Sunset ushered away the morning mist, the number of storms washing experience. It's birthday season Pat unknown family, or great-grandfather was Gaozu Fu era era planted, genealogy can not remember where, because it is just a tree. Later, his family was reading the Whampoa Military Academy became head of the national army colonel. This wondering is the tree that people in to help, what it is, it is a wonderful Austrian jis and still can not find the root cause of things.
A child in my eyes, it is not only trees Atlas of the giant trees, but a good kind of Su Yi old man. It is high in the treetops and the clouds joking, big giant body directed at the sun to show off tough; wind blows I hear only to hear the pines in the north sound; night a bright moon hanging in the trees so you think you can climb to the moon on the edge and Wu Gang osmanthus wine to drink, see Chang singing and dancing. Cricket fighting under the trees, we have often played under the flag every family, walk the thick hide and seek around in its leaves. Seasons with laughter spilled inside the shade, the fabric of our childhood happy light.
I followed the age of fourteen New England town of Lee in the school master carpenter. Spare.. New England town, a dozen miles from home, thanks to round-trip walk. After a day of live, rare light as the pace of return.. In the spirit of tired trudged through the evening sun's light to see the sharp pine trees, physical and mental slips became excited, all the heavy swept away. South Gate of the old father is standing in the way of imported and so I go home, I smell like boiled cabbage mother tempting aroma of fresh fish and see the brothers and sisters who get together to eat on the scene. I am eager to go home, leaving aside the legs flew up to the pine as the goal. Other end of the pine trees, a sweet affection, the warmth of home.

Sang Park(二)

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One day, a neighborhood of mulberry small Cheung and we went to play, no broken glass was accidentally cut her finger. Little Cheung is the eldest grandson, his family's sheep to be my grandfather came to hear the baby crying grandson mulberry. I saw him calmly took off a few slices of leprosy leaves, the petiole sap milky white smoke gently dip to the small Cheung wounds. Cheung Wawataijiao only heard a small sheep to be comforted grandfather said: "not afraid not afraid to hurt a little later, this thing could stop the bleeding anti-inflammatory, like a few days." Two days later, I asked Little Cheung wound how? It ate the cane and said "Well, the wound completely gone." Grandfather from the sheep to be there, I know, cut or scrape point of the skin, commonly used anti-inflammatory leprosy bleeding sap of leaves, long a sore boil, or swelling of unknown toxicity , pounded leaves with leprosy add a little raw salt, wrap a few days disappeared. Leprosy leaves the sheep to be Yeyue do medicine, from his grandfather's grandfather's grandfather was to pass down. Made us surprised is that the sheep could be Grandpa said lighting leprosy fruit. Then he took off a few nuts, remove the hard shell, remove the white inside the nucleolus. With a stick to wear thirty-four nucleolus together, draw a match point, leprosy fruit to burn, the red flames magnetic cried to the slightest way, is really amazing, can not think of this humble fruit can lighting leprosy . Inspired by this, normally, we picked a lot of dried fruit of leprosy, with wire strings to nucleoli through the growth, provide water tight off temporarily when the oil lamp. I have always borrowed many of the comic Cheung is vague in the light of leprosy in fruit read the. Today, I have leprosy results from the newspaper that is green natural petroleum, the state has invested a lot of the development of project reports, the nature of these humble creature, and finally somewhere, and shock the world, people marvel, filled with endless.
Once inside kill a dog in Mulberry, let me see a good big brother kind of nature. Big Brother figure is not high, grow strong and have courage during the Dragon Boat Festival Wrestling Competition, he is the blow. I remember it was a sunny afternoon is not. Dark gray sky, the air humidity is very heavy. Two days to kill the dog eat or drink the thin black dog, originally called the shop to buy dog meat to kill, people do not too skinny. Mother said that since this way, we kill their own home to eat. The task kill a dog to a big brother. Unexpectedly, the dog was led to a mulberry, but could not do Big Brother. Look at that skinny dog weakly unstable foot station, a pair of eyes watching pitiful brother. Big Brother, a soft hand on heart tremble. He trembled and said: "I'm afraid to see it his eyes." To watch the little Cheung said: "The eyes with a cloth to cover it." So it is used to wrap a rag head, lean black dog Fixed do not move, not even the sound of humming heard begging, which is more fear of the next big brother, his knife onto the floor, almost cried, "you who Shashui kill, anyway, I could not do it out." brother face pale, the whole camel, slumped on the floor collapse. Mother, brother busy over propped, comfort, said: "do not kill do not kill, we left it die a natural death." Eagerly to look for this whole family Dayton dog, it is so good and kind human being has changed his mind. The face of scrawny dogs, Big Brother kind of leniency, I remember being particularly deep. Wu Yong instead, the interpretation of a sense of humanity and tolerance. Dear brother was staying home mother of filial piety, let us out to be calm, can not be said to be born with instincts. Two days later this skinny black dog with us forever farewell. We buried it in Mulberry, and planted one on the tomb of its end of the bamboo wind.
My father was a teacher out of the ending very much appreciated. He touched upon again, braving the cold rain to see specifically that the end of bamboo sticks wind. This is his first time into the Mulberry. Later my father have a deeper feeling of mulberry. Is he tainted by the political liberation of the so-called early retirement have faced difficulties never before by a pro-grain of the frail scholar candidates had thought to obtain from the comfort and enrichment of mulberry, mulberry cultivation to personally. For example, corn planted some sweet potatoes or pumpkin, etc., for the expansion of mulberry, a wasteland in the circle for the surrounding territory, his face losing a scholar, gentleman, who almost moved with the controversial arms. Swimming in the Mulberry watched his father figure from time to time, as if his father becomes another person, he is more close to real life away from the true life, more recent, long separated from the sons and daughters closer.

Sang Park(一)

Behind the old house has a mulberry. Mulberry species of the green surrounding jatropha as "U" shaped, circle into a park. Garden planted with a guava, a mulberry tree, and papaya trees thin. Niangshui, why call it a mulberry, mulberry tree swaying not have a garden named Pinnacle. Mulberry tree but the unique attention of people too. It was very tall, slender stems, leaves are surprisingly large, thin feather soft, more than leaves, long flow Tsui Tsing Yi. Baby got hot cough owner, to pick pieces of mulberry leaves for medicine, the West family's old coke dry mouth and tongue, to come to peel a few slices of boiled Bingtang Shui Sang treatment. Naughty children pick mulberry leaves to fasten the silk thread as the kite sheet and let it fly with the wind in the air lightly.
In fact, I deeply love of mulberry, not tree "sign tree", which we did not much temptation. It is neither colorful flowers open, there is no end had to eat the fruit. 'd Stay together in the tree with its guava, bring us benefit, a surprise happy.
Spring. Guava blooming schedule, a dial-up wave of white petals encrusted branches to its delicacy. Strong fragrance of the blossoms, the wind drifted across the roof to sneak into the garden, overflowing the room. Every time, my mother always and smiling, said: "'Autumn Fairy Weng Kee' again." "Autumn Fairy Weng Kee" is an old movie, describing the fall of flowers and old Dion, flowers and flower Hu Hua struggle with bullies the spirit of moving flowers, a magical fairy stories pretty dance. I remember watching mother "Autumn Fairy Weng mind" and called fast asleep, I locked in the house. When I woke up and found her mother is not around, black charm charm of the room let me wits, I burst into tears. Neighbors across the walls with Zhuti hold me out, I was only five years old. Distressed mother said to me: "Boy, what are you crying, mother rare to see a return to such a nice movie, if our family of mulberry can be like autumn Dion as garden flowers planted, and that nice ah! "At that time his family was poor, hard to the blooming, the mother, then only a dream. Once the guava flowering, the mother also thought of "Autumn Fairy Weng Ji", almost year after year.
Sheng flowering guava more, we look forward to it very early results, the poor kids have no money for snacks, guava has become a world we expect good results. We went under the tree every few days to count the number of long teeth, that one is the one that you are his, signed the agreement with each other sweet, ripe guava looking forward to open gap. So almost every year.
That three long, thin, such as giraffes papaya, seasons open air long strings of white bell-like, is not seen the results. Mother said, do not expect them, as they are male, not long to Zai Zai.
The most obscure is that leprosy tree. They are arm in arm, stood as a staggered branches "U" word. They lined up a barrier around into Park community, like the green fence, sheep, pigs and dogs blocked rush into. Suppression confusion, let us ignore the kai jatropha because it is not but a foil to the protagonist, can not bring us food, but also not pleasing the flowers open..

Mourning(二)

Where is my smug actually gone?
Next door to the master mason old Liu said: "may be in the street rather abruptly hit a car, crushed under a car broken, long ago he saw a small black dog in the street car into a pool of blood pressure ... ..."
To collect swill fat sister said: "The use of nets may be Lanzi to shabu-shabu, and I heard lap dog meat tender and sweet goods in South Korea is fine, my old bitch is a Lanzi piece sets, and I do not know, the old bitch thick-skinned are not good to eat meat fishy, made it four dogs Zai Zai pathetic all alone ... .... "
I think, is not smug old bother, covered with a hard sniff dirty young bitch ass, people climb the back, beneath the dog owners face the evil side of students from the gall bladder, Xiong Baba to give it an iron bar, the Xiu Shui is thrown into the ditch. But smug dog is not only sexual function eunuch and no second spring ah!
Shen has been missing ever since smug However, without a word of Laoding uncle, finally spoke up the sound of a large number of arguments. Not long ago, his family lap dog killed by a car, he had never hurt a long time to come out from the shadows. He said the smug not to be killed, not killed, nor is Lanzi eat, it is the myself off, quietly disappeared. Where the old dog like this, it is possible to feel dry oil lamps of doom, it is sad to fear quietly left the house owner, to the far, far away it is from a place that allow it to get down buried. Harsh saliva among themselves, waiting for the call of death. Smug in your house is very old, it should hit the road. Speaking as if he was sad at the thought of his family to which the lap dog, husky voice was choked, Living, one dog, narrating the tragic story of love unfulfilled.
So, I call on a smug family not to fight with tragic death, and went to the place where it believes can be buried.
For several days, I face smug bird food bowls are empty space untold despair down and thick. I have been stubborn to place the bowl of them but share a sentimental attachment. I would like smug really heartless, it'll stay in my time of need to actually go away, I would like smug really is unsympathetic, do not say hello before death, let us light bright fresh faces and freshen up respectable body to the road. I would like smug not leave a will, forgive the kind of dog it is your mother ramble, forgive us have had all sorts of evil thinking. It is difficult to make up for everything to go, it is difficult again. I Laoding smug about the tragic death of Uncle told the dog it is owed by your mother, your mother dog is shocked at first, and then was silent, his mouth like a bitter soul, all the penance has been useless, it had to wait for years to come slowly polished. Did not make us smug mound for it put a permanent tombstone. If the dog like a human, as the ideal haven for infinite bliss, then let it fly in the lanterns light the Sky, may it all the way, and at the other end send us a text message or screen , hi reported safety auspicious.

Mourning(一)

Been three days, my smug gone home, where it is in the end it?
That night, the second a girl I went to dinner, thirty minutes before slowly coming back. Hands carrying two girls prepared for its dinner, rice and pig bones, has its favorite dish soup. I cried all the way to its name, shouting excitedly and special kind. To wait for it to come as usual, wagged his tail went up around the front of my heel, my parents used Kutong mouth with teeth nibble my heel, in this particular way of expressing its expectations and joy. However, after three times, in front of empty silence still down, but not smug shadow. Only half of the hook touch the sky pale cold moon, according to the food bowl is empty bird.
I suddenly burst scared of what my mind was an unprecedented boom trembling fear, smug something must be wrong.
Read my essays, "affinity with me" on my lap dog would not be without this false impression. It is a child had a serious illness. Meat broth into food or drink it in front of it, going to die, try to give it a bowl of sweet potato porridge, eat it to miraculously survived. It is our destined fate, since to become a member of our family. Not to mention how smug dedicated housekeeping nursing homes, on the thieves abhorrence of evil, or that smug in our spare time of high tension, leisurely intimacy nestled around us, between the sudden a few backflips, let us laugh large the kind of smile and happiness and fun scene. Do not say that I am the prince of the body by the smug civilian life a metaphor for some of those in power, top-heavy posturing of the powerful. Important real smug right now my home is gone.
Could it be smug to understand human nature, the dog can hear it ten miles outside the mother's ramble. Unfortunately, it is your mother a dog suffering from strange diseases, left knee, made a mess of things a long, fiercely life-threatening, surgery had to move high amputated. Old house we lived in did not block the level of scattered flat ground, wheelchair inaccessible. Second dog is a girl your mother had to temporarily recuperate. Left me all alone in jealously guarding its availability. Every time I went to two a girl to dinner, the dog is smug because your mother always worried that a bustling home, suddenly become cold and empty off bad temper, it might bully who ridiculed it, it could not be patient rise up and strike back, calling bite people. Nowadays various types of medical disputes have appeared, looking smug people like dirty rags pile groups, that it is a mad dog, mad dog bite would have rabies, the disease will kill all likelihood, when bankrupt can not afford to also pay . 'd Come to a Enduanyijue with the smug, the early break. Avoid Big Sleep endless trouble.
Is it your mother these words dog, smug heard to a fit of anger away from home?
Mother of the dog that it has valid concerns, but how to deal with the outstanding issues have become smug. A car pulled that side of the mountain slopes lost too much, it can not find his way home, to become stray dogs; two that call a store owner to buy a dog, take it to do diners cook snacks; Three sacks loaded with a sink that Shilu river. Although the design of programs, but they could be implemented. We are heavy in my heart filled with bitterness, and bitter. Smug, after all, more than ten years with us from morning till evening, in our eyes it is not a dog but a member of our family. Weekdays, it has had to take it to what is wrong with medicine injection, but not to look around for a long time, sometimes but not to feel like less of anything. He took blood but had each other, like brothers. Sea children first speaker, he said: "Do not take this task to me, I could not do it." Sea child was the only boy, by his majesty Kongwu role to play, care who he his? Sea moderate nature can be pure and honest children, other family dog bites him, he could not do it, let alone their own smug. Perhaps our fate is not entirely smug, it must accompany me to be together in one place. With me day and night. Pen at night to listen to my walk of the creak in the writing paper rustling sound, smell my cigarette in the faint dwarf the house smell rising wave, waiting for my loud snoring, and I Nianzhuan sleepless night against the side.

Pozi my deaf grandmother

Grandma was deaf at the age of forty. Deaf Old Woman who called her town. One said that four guns in the Whampoa Military Academy graduates make Grandma proud of the second uncle, the Sun Yat-sen led the expedition on the expense of Chen; said to be in Chiang Kai-shek 'four. Twelve' purge, he was blue clothes secret club sacks sink into the Pearl River at the end. In short, two uncle's death is a fatal blow to the grandmother, she had a serious illness, people did not die, but came to a hearing loss sequelae.
Grandma was young woman of great beauty, she was his grandfather's second wife. Grandpa is doing business, opened a pawn shop, this industry has earned no losses, so the grandmother generous calm. Suzhou is often arrayed her dresser or fat gouache marriage in Thailand, my grandmother's romantic that time the streets of the town are rumors. We can see a child, but her grandmother's bed hung a glass bottle with castor oil, grandmother gray hair and back of the head like a big mushroom hair knot, are used castor oil, impeccably shiny shiny. Although over seventy, not bent and bent, no Laoyanhunhua. Voice is still crisp, such as piano.
We do not know how much Tony grandmother talking points to moderate. That light can not hear her, and said heavy thought it was called her, she stamped the hands of the mangosteen heavily crutches, do not speak do not eat a fit of anger, petty bag one. We do not bother to go to her. Mother met and ultimately gives us some rebuke, saying that our behavior is wrong with the elderly do not understand deafness, but also wrong in not understanding and respect for their own grandmother. Said the mother, grandmother decades ago, the town suffered great catastrophe on the run That way his father died, my grandfather was born, but the tears do not dry, not scattered clouds of terror following the first wave of folks coming back to rebuild their homes. Manage to build a town in person, this unique wooden pillars of the car Prey board room. Gouache hand side was a woman, and had a baby, easy Mody, so you should respect and love her grandmother. Mother of eight children born one after another, the father in the far north to be a village teacher in rural areas, salaries are small, often eaten at home but not under the Dayton Dayton, grandmother struggled with us through the four seasons, year after year.
We are most afraid of and hate Grandma Flanagan mangosteen denominated. We are still in a dream early in the morning grandma came to the bed, gently tapping with a stick our ass; lazy Sleepy, sun ass, and get up to go to school. Can not afford another lazy with her walking stick to gently poke with a blunt ass eyes, forcing us to get up. Many times we Beiqishubao school, the sun does not climb. Once I hid my grandmother's walking stick, like a lost soul like she was anxiously looking over the world., Arrest us one by one to questioning, we have entered into a conspiracy of silence earlier, said they do not know. In fact, the board straight club well connected grandmother reciting the body, and without crutches help, not worthwhile just the right one mangosteen, stick their hands all day, and sometimes carries it pointing toward the mother. Later the mother told me to stick back to her grandmother, mother, and ultimately, the meal has been reprimanded. Said the mother of good and evil measuring stick is a size, character and mettle is the identity of her grandmother. Next to the mother told us that the root origin of the mangosteen crutches.
Liberation. Once the town to open the General Assembly, sitting on the rostrum short hair and several leading eye. Short hair is my eye door neighbor. Father had salt smuggling trafficking. Short hair grew lazy eye as gambling, such as life, often borrowing to gamble with his grandmother, took the family business gambled eve of the liberation, even a wife can not afford to marry, , made a beast to want to go to the little nun rape odoratum Um. Result has been poor, became poor after the liberation of working people, suddenly became cadres. Beginning of the meeting venue shortly grandmother came, she stood before the podium nodded upward bend line etiquette, people called her the bulk of Koyo ten Yuan. See the above person is my grandmother, are respectfully to her uncle's pensions explained that two things they will reflect to the above, will be Yikusitian tonight. Grandma deaf hear, or the number of standing there bow frequently. Eye bumbling short hair came in front of the ear hole Grandma to scare the atmosphere hoarsely said, 'your house is the second sub-Ming Communist Party, the KMT has not figure out what you want to bulk Yuan, back to your home, not to disrupt the conference. 'This sentence grandmother heard that quite well. This sounds the most familiar, and she saw the eye is short hair, straight Shangcuan anger, just the front of the old gentleman Chen Erye have roots mangosteen cane, according to her grasping ass short hair to dry eye two erupted, then shouted: 'You bet cubs, Koyo did not owe me twenty also, who do not know you was a heap of stinking dog feces, my house is child-ming such people pointing at you you, the home is you, you are not qualified sitting on top keep up appearances. 'This is really a ripple. Yikusitian eye may become short hair deeds reprove the various voices. Town have their own criterion of truth, Grandma was happy they both erupted. Chen Erye to the grandmother said, you said we want to say and not say, you play well you keep this crutch, be regarded as a reward for all of us to you. Grandma can not afford to refuse to accept Chen Erye this crutch. Difficult to commit gross outrage short eyes, the higher the review shortly after being dismissed for the people.
Second collection of Grandma's room uncle read many books. With a box filled with rattan, containing her mood. Classical masterpiece [Red], [Three Kingdoms], Marx [Capital], [Chairman Mao's [Xinmin colonialism theory], see who listen to her study and who gave a reward. Then I read in third grade, too grandmother gave the three books, hard to read. But my heart very happy. Ordinarily Grandma's castor oil, wiping her first luxury property, money is always the province, and sometimes did not run into kerosene lamps, she not hesitate to contribute out of cotton core Article twist to do castor oil lamp light for us to learn. She quietly waiting for the side from time to time with the silver dial the first hairpin bright lamp, carefully lit to call our young hearts.
I was admitted to primary school secondary school in Hainan. Grandma happy to cover her three decades of blanket I put on, the mother does not agree, saying that seventy-year-old grandmother, and also suffers from rheumatism in the winter can not do without blankets. Grandma says the sea imports other end in the far north, and the proximity to the sea, the cold side than us. Say what can not let the cold tomb children suffer in the cold over there. Mother would like to say anything, she stamped his cane angrily mangosteen; you do not love your son, but I want to love my grandchildren, I do not believe the winter I will be able to freeze to death, I baked pots charcoal line Mody. . 'Stubborn grandma cried the mother, grandmother and handed his mother a handkerchief printed with a small plum she cried, her grandmother was not a tear, just a sigh of imported gas, said:' If in the past to open a pawn shop, we would be so difficult Mody. '. In fact, Grandma has already started this quilt not elastic, hard and like Zhang leather, and has an unpleasant taste of castor oil, is difficult to keep warm, and can be fumigated with Grandma warm above body temperature and hot that fire.
Seventy-year-old grandmother passed away. Students did not, what disease did not have any medicine. The dark night, the silence of the night, after dawn and then did not hear her walking stick Tap Flanagan mangosteen Benedict's voice. She lay in bed, face yellow wax has remained thin and elegant beauty. Grandma is the strength of long-term poverty cleared failure died of malnutrition. Encoffining sister when she wanted to comb some of the white silky jasmine oil, the mother does not agree with her tears, castor oil, gently comb the silver-haired grandmother, a comb to comb the heartbreak of another fast to breathe. Why do not jasmine oil, I still could not realize the reason the mother insisted on doing this.
Grandma went away. Thirty years later. That Grandma pierced ears against the severity of moderate voices, Tap Flanagan mangosteen stick stamped Benedict to the voice of the earth, often made me wake up in the dream.

Poplar Mom

A north wind blowing, Shilu winter to go. There can be no real winter. Hot and cold weather, the day the sun is still sub-tropical climate. To the cold wind at night, and wear a cashmere sweater and coat. Whether the weather is cold is hot, the days still have to have, that analogy, who lug baskets of willow along the street selling roasted peanuts mom.
As early as eight years ago, Mom gave me willow left a deep recognition like. That year the "World Love Teeth Day" the last day, 12 o'clock noon, about work, the willow mother clutching his right hand was swollen like tomatoes right cheek, came to my clinic, dental pain that requires extraction . This is not mere appearance of the tooth, but I told her to sit for her examination, I found her teeth removed a serious inflammation of the teeth, the dentition has changed dramatically, serious deficiencies in the teeth. I said to her: "The teeth of acute inflammation can not be pulling teeth, missing teeth, but many of you, why not set it up?" She said without thinking, "no money, can not afford to set." I laughed said: "How do you eat?" she said: "wild eat!" "wild to eat, how we eat without teeth?" I'm heavier and slightly ironic tone. She was a little Huangran, but not avoid, his eyes looking at my face, explained to me: "I have three sons in high school, and now need money to study, so they went to college with work, I come back safe teeth." Although I such that she kept waiting and the unknown factors of sustenance, for example, how do kids into university? There will be no filial child how to do? But I think she is the mother touched the heart. Free given her some anti-inflammatory drugs, to promote some of her knowledge of oral hygiene, and simply asked some of her family. Thirty kilometers from the county she lives in the poplar village, I just called her mother poplar.
Now, eight years later. Many country people have to come to work or live in the county. There are so thirty-two challenges of rural women to sell roasted peanuts, often come from my clinic door, one of whom is the mother of poplar. Once I met her at the clinic door, she hesitated and called out "doctor." I smiled and said to her: "Mom poplar, the children graduate to find a job yet?" She smiled and replied: "Yes ah, the eldest son had a job." I said: "So do some teeth to solve it? "She said:" Doctor you good memory, remember me do some teeth. "I said:" Just ask. "She shook her head and said:" Not yet. "The answer is not so much surprised me, I'm not good a difficult one to ask why. I said: "You do not do agriculture, and to the county to live, and by the children to take care of you." She said with a wry smile: "not afraid of your doctor laughed, and if so lucky to have, I Mody to sell roasted peanuts ? "The answer would not give me much surprise, that house is a cupboard, no need to inquisitive. So on the one I Shunpian Dai said: "Shilu many people and cars to pay attention to safety ah!" Poplar mother nodded and said: "is be careful, doctor thank you." Talking to slowly disappear in my sight.
This day is a Sunday, or is it the coldest winter day Shilu. After nine at night, I saw the seafood restaurants on the street before the mother wear a blue cloth coat poplar, also guarding the burden of selling peanuts in there. Brightly lit restaurants up and down, business is very good, so faint sound of finger-guessing game line. After about half an hour. Restaurants suddenly in front of noisy, sounds more and more, I should like to boil the pot when you water. Perhaps because of the willow mother's sake, I walked over to see the thieves heard that, catch none other than poplar mother. I saw mom holding a treaty Poplar pound grouper heavy, wet Niigata, Niigata, and fish in her hand, struggling, not beating. Restaurant fat and the boss, piece of grouper from her hand, shake a pair of thick lips kept cursing, swearing Lianpian macabre. Poplar man seemed good book is a mother, but also differentiate the righteous. She said the fish box of fish from the glass came out, she caught the aim is to return the restaurant, not to steal. Restaurant, shop front fish tank to be placed, in order to attract customers to appreciate and facilitate the selection. Due to cold weather, restaurant staff holed up inside, the fish box horse out, or poplar mother stole fish, not all of the details of the witnesses. As far as I know, the restaurant's employees catch fish with a net bag, his hands alone is very difficult to catch live fish cruising, only the mother to steal this point that the fish does not seem possible poplar. Can catch fish in her hand, thieves caught dirty, difficult to say where the.
At this time, come out from the restaurant, a ruddy young people. Clothing is very stylish, long as outstanding, that is, become accustomed to face music. He brushed aside all walked around Poplar mother, said nothing, abruptly leg kick down a carrot basket, mouth curse: "I told you not to sell peanuts to a place like this, you just do not listen, my face disgrace you, you understand me, you know? "angry young exception seems lost in this life personality. Several young people came to persuade busy to open him, pushing and pulling, pushed him out a small black car and drove away.
The face of boss accused of cursing, still argue poplar perverse mother, suddenly burst into tears at this time.
While tightening my heart, through the mother go and picked up scattered on the floor of poplar peanuts, finishing a good dill basket. I comforted her: "Do not cry, go home, old, not Kuchu sick." She lifted her eyes at me, want to say to me. I said: "You do not say, if I am right, you sell peanuts to false teeth, the young man must be your son." Trained, trained, she said: "how do you know?" I said: " seat of your pants, but I want to know his work in that unit. "she blurted out, said:" Water and Power. " But soon his eyes hesitated and worried and asked me: "You find out his unit to do?" I said: "Please rest assured that I mean nothing else, I think your son is handsome." She breaks through his tears, for I could not even say thank you twice. Then stir it on the big carrot basket, like a faltering in the snow the old penguins, staggered out of the Seafood Restaurant.
I watched in silence poplar mother figure in the line of sight away. I always thought, she can be studded with teeth when it?