Mourning（一）

Been three days, my smug gone home, where it is in the end it?
That night, the second a girl I went to dinner, thirty minutes before slowly coming back. Hands carrying two girls prepared for its dinner, rice and pig bones, has its favorite dish soup. I cried all the way to its name, shouting excitedly and special kind. To wait for it to come as usual, wagged his tail went up around the front of my heel, my parents used Kutong mouth with teeth nibble my heel, in this particular way of expressing its expectations and joy. However, after three times, in front of empty silence still down, but not smug shadow. Only half of the hook touch the sky pale cold moon, according to the food bowl is empty bird.
I suddenly burst scared of what my mind was an unprecedented boom trembling fear, smug something must be wrong.
Read my essays, "affinity with me" on my lap dog would not be without this false impression. It is a child had a serious illness. Meat broth into food or drink it in front of it, going to die, try to give it a bowl of sweet potato porridge, eat it to miraculously survived. It is our destined fate, since to become a member of our family. Not to mention how smug dedicated housekeeping nursing homes, on the thieves abhorrence of evil, or that smug in our spare time of high tension, leisurely intimacy nestled around us, between the sudden a few backflips, let us laugh large the kind of smile and happiness and fun scene. Do not say that I am the prince of the body by the smug civilian life a metaphor for some of those in power, top-heavy posturing of the powerful. Important real smug right now my home is gone.
Could it be smug to understand human nature, the dog can hear it ten miles outside the mother's ramble. Unfortunately, it is your mother a dog suffering from strange diseases, left knee, made a mess of things a long, fiercely life-threatening, surgery had to move high amputated. Old house we lived in did not block the level of scattered flat ground, wheelchair inaccessible. Second dog is a girl your mother had to temporarily recuperate. Left me all alone in jealously guarding its availability. Every time I went to two a girl to dinner, the dog is smug because your mother always worried that a bustling home, suddenly become cold and empty off bad temper, it might bully who ridiculed it, it could not be patient rise up and strike back, calling bite people. Nowadays various types of medical disputes have appeared, looking smug people like dirty rags pile groups, that it is a mad dog, mad dog bite would have rabies, the disease will kill all likelihood, when bankrupt can not afford to also pay . 'd Come to a Enduanyijue with the smug, the early break. Avoid Big Sleep endless trouble.
Is it your mother these words dog, smug heard to a fit of anger away from home?
Mother of the dog that it has valid concerns, but how to deal with the outstanding issues have become smug. A car pulled that side of the mountain slopes lost too much, it can not find his way home, to become stray dogs; two that call a store owner to buy a dog, take it to do diners cook snacks; Three sacks loaded with a sink that Shilu river. Although the design of programs, but they could be implemented. We are heavy in my heart filled with bitterness, and bitter. Smug, after all, more than ten years with us from morning till evening, in our eyes it is not a dog but a member of our family. Weekdays, it has had to take it to what is wrong with medicine injection, but not to look around for a long time, sometimes but not to feel like less of anything. He took blood but had each other, like brothers. Sea children first speaker, he said: "Do not take this task to me, I could not do it." Sea child was the only boy, by his majesty Kongwu role to play, care who he his? Sea moderate nature can be pure and honest children, other family dog bites him, he could not do it, let alone their own smug. Perhaps our fate is not entirely smug, it must accompany me to be together in one place. With me day and night. Pen at night to listen to my walk of the creak in the writing paper rustling sound, smell my cigarette in the faint dwarf the house smell rising wave, waiting for my loud snoring, and I Nianzhuan sleepless night against the side.